happy birthday Blog!!!

heyyy today is the day i officially started blogging...this blog is one year old as of now...wow...a year passes by and my bullshittin still remains d same..i guess sum things never change.. :-)

good+bad=complicated

i was thinkin last night..how in life..everythin is not either just good or bad..its both..like the whole two sides of a coin theory..ok maybe not everythin..but most of the things..like..smoking,mayb..its bad cos of all the well known reasons..like blah n lungs n all that..and its good cos it feels soooo good..same with food..u feel awesome wen u eat sumthin u love..but not good wen u end up seeing d results on ur weighin machine..and the classic example...LOVE...wen ur with a person..y cant there b only good times..wen u break up with sumone..u tend to think most bout the bad parts..which is why ur still broken up frm that person..wat if there were no bad parts..wat if there r people with whom u have ONLY good times and people with whom u have only bad times..then u'd know who to hang on to and who to let go...life wud'nt b so bloody complicated then...why cant everythin just b black or white..and not grey!
whoa..i duno if anyone is gona get all that..life has just been so complicated lately with me havin to make sum crucial decisions..which sucks..my mind is a bloody mess..
but even in this case..thats the bad part..the good part is..that i m glad i have sumthin to think bout..
is'nt thinking great?i mean noone can deny u the right to think..or dream..You could b in the middle of a stupidly boring conference,but u cud b thinkin bout strip clubs in Vegas!i mean who cares..noone's gona know wat ur thinkin bout..and its the only way u can even remotely come close to the statement "i wish i were sumwhere else right now"
thinking rocks.. :-)